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Saturday, August 21, 2010 @ 8:09 PM
おはよ、みんあさん!

こんばんわ、ともだち!
あなたわあほですか。
それわ。。。

Warning: This post contains extreme angst and may be weak for the heart.

I cannot really forget those days
when I suffered because of you
I cannot really remember those days
when I really smiled and laughed
I cannot really forgive you
because I can never forget about how
I was treated, used and fucking toyed with for your sake.

Because of you
my life was ruined
my happiness disappeared
Because of you
I didn't know how to smile
I didn't know what to tell
Because of you
I cried numerous times
wondering why I was so stupid
To help you in the first place

Why did you have to do that to me?
Do I look so fucking stupid?
Do I look like someone which you can fucking play with?
Why did you treat me the way I was treated?
It was fine in the first fucking place... But you had to ruin everything.
You made me hate myself, and everyone around me.
Why did you decide to use me in the first place, for your happiness?

You decided to sacrifice me for your own happiness and joy.
Did you fucking seek for my permission? No!
I was just fucking kicked away, like a fucking rag doll.

I believe in Karma.
And retribution.
You will get yours.
And I won't shed a tear for you.


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Alphonse Elric: " Humankind cannot gain anything without first giving something in return. To obtain, something of equal value must be lost. That is alchemy's first law of equivalent exchange. In those days, we believed that to be the one and only truth."